I Like Men, Not Boys

Writing about very ordinary people doing extremely erotic things is my passion. The glossy commercial, tabloid images of sex being the domain of the young is all fake and floss. I prefer my characters to be a little more mature and have a little more depth to work with.

When I write, I need to develop not only a mental image of my characters, but also how they live, think and go about their very normal lives. The truth is that we all live a very boring existence for most of our days. But just every now and again, we get lucky. But in between, we can dream.

Real men are much more interesting than glossy, waxed and Photoshopped young hunks.

Porn Is Not Erotica

And I suppose erotica is not porn if I reverse my post title. I know it's a mute point and one that I have discovered in my searching has been discussed and debated extensively.

My only take on this is that I would define porn as visual. Usually in the form of videos and images, whereas erotica is delivered to the mind through words or artistic image where it is left to the imagination of the reader to form their own mind's eye images.

While both porn and erotica serve the same purpose, which is to arouse, it is the kind of arousal that is the most important for me. Totally shaved, unnaturally enhanced and extremely practiced just doesn't do anything for me at all I'm afraid. So that probably explains why I don't find arousal from commercialised porn.

But give me a good read with characters I can imagine and visualise in my head as ordinary people doing the most extraordinary things and then I'm very much on my way. As with the image I have added to this post. What is she doing? I'm sure your imagination might like to answer the question.

Astonished!

For a little lady who just wanted to put her fantasies down on paper to read again (and again), I must admit to being astonished at the number of sales of my book on Amazon Kindle. Now I know I am not going to be a best selling erotic writer by any means, but just to know that people are reading my inner most secrets is amazing!

Well I should say Gemma's Story is about Gemma and not me. But well one can wish hey?

So thank you again and I hope all of you who have bought my book enjoy reading it as much as I did writing it.

Shadir xxx

Sex With Strangers - Gemma's Story

Married, middle aged, bored and feeling totally undesirable, Gemma decides enough is enough and sets her mind to finding a radical and very dangerous solution to her problem. Watching her husband fall lower and lower into a pit of routine, television and a complete disinterest in her, and with the admission that she has herself become boringly dreary and suburban, she takes matters into her own hands and soon finds a willing allly in Maggie.

At first she believes she wil light a fire in her husband that will rekindle the passion in their marriage she so desires, but suddenly has doubts about the intentions of her sexy ally, and the direction of the new found lust Maggie ignites in her husband. Soon, feelings of jealousy rage within her along with a loss of self respect and disgust as she discovers the dangers in playing with sex, primal desires and the confused passions that come with having sex with strangers.

Faced with choice between retreat or attack, Gemma ignores her fears and finds what she has craved for so many years. Intense excitement, insatiable desire and then most surprisingly of all, compassion, love and warmth from her husband – and Maggie.

Only read Gemma’s story if you are ready to take a wild and erotic ride as she throws all caution to the wind in her quest to satiate her husband, and her own deep, secret and most carnal of desires.


Read the preview to find out more about Gemma's Story.

Available on Amazon Kindle for those who dare to read it.